Saturday, April 5, 2014

So Sad

I was mad, but I didn't hit anything..

Problem

Why do you get people close to me to turn on me?  That can't happen!  What did I do?  I know you just don't like me, anyway.  I dunno if it matters, but it isn't very nice.  It kinda matters with anyone.  Some people just turn on you.

And sorry I wasn't as you wished I was.  I didn't mean what you wanna think.

Problem

They won't stop.  They said, "I have it as dizzy for you right there."  *Beep*  No, siree, leave me be.

They won't stop.  *Beep*

Someone is calling me, too, someone who wants my time.  We were texting some.  Bothersome.

A Good Nite

I texted my parents good night.

Temper

My food must be cool.

Problem

My parents are ridiculous.  Why would I be in trouble?  I didn't pick either ballet or gymnastics?  Couldn't afford both?!

Problem

My dad can't treat me like I'm 7.  *Beep*  It's in a bad way.

Problem

This shit is not a life.  I don't care what you say.  I don't like hearing from these people.  You're just gonna go off and care @ others.  I can't go home and relax and be happy @ ice skating because of you.  I don't depend on outrageous things.

Problem

My dad might be threatening my mom, but he's the 1 who needs to do a check on himself.

Problem

I didn't even say anything bad and you won't stop the messages.

Problem

My dad is so incompetent.

Because he's suggestive to his family.

Problem

What is your problem?!  This is shit.

Problem

My mom is also being nasty like you.

Problem

Now they are being violent and won't leave me alone with their nonsense.

Problem

You never say anything and are being picky @ ^what comes out^ when you've done something to me and people are making me mad, like at that social group.  All I've claimed was that you did something questionably mean to me.  Sorry @ that last post, hope you can just get on with it.

What's the big problem?!!

You guys are so bad.  You go insane if I curse.

Problem

They won't stop!  I said what I said, you can't be mean back.  What's your problem?  Who do you thing you are?  What if I cursed @ you?  You are just a temper.  Who cares @ the mean things you do??

I didn't say who it was.  You all are mean.  You did it!

Problem

They won't leave me alone.  Ever heard of the word unimportant to describe something bad??

They said my future son was "poo poo" in Fort Lauderdale, SE FL.  What should we do about it?  Why should I take this shit?  This is beyond appropriate words.  Also, that's where I was born.

Problem

They won't leave me alone.  My dad coughed and I felt it in some of my head, the left side.

What It Was

They revel in things that are not appropriate.

Also this thing thinks it affected my future kids.  With a big grin.

Now they are fighting back associating my big accomplishment.  I know you just want me to submit to someone for something they like that they did.  Why should I care @ you?  You're just bad.

Summed Up

My parents are *beep*

This thing keeps making noises in my room.

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Me Talking

Problem

I don't care @ you, I can never enjoy myself anymore.

Problem

These people won't stop.  I can kick my bag if I like.

Funny

So, you think I brought Chloe Moretz into this, but you all brought Bella Thorne into this quite a bit.  That's okay, but I mean the fighting?  Should be fun.  I am gonna get out 1'a these days.  I need to practice my singing so I can get rich rich rich.  I am ice skating to get thinner, and I mean it's fun too yea.  I also went swimming today.  When I ice skated, I was able to glide today like anyone, just got tired or rather predicted I'd be sore.  So, I didn't glide that much.  The roller blading I did helped a lot.  I could go out now if I wanted.  I wanna eat, too, maybe the squash and butter I made already.  I am concerned about others feeling okay, too.  I said something @ someone, who does she think she is, and now it's a big deal.. no "don't say that again."  Just some theme of the day partly.  I was just meaning that teens are like that, think only they can be like that.  I even asked my dad if he wanted to be like other young people.  I just got a disturbing message.  They said, "put me down."  How sick.  Now, that is not ^he move^..  :|  Now, they are pulling me into it.  How weird and silly they are in a bad way.

BAH!

I et another burger.. I can have noodle soup with hot sauce and crackers, etc.

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I fixed the Comments link.

Problem

Another message.. my dad sleeping on the sofa, no good reason.  He thinks it's the joke of the whole body of a female born in 1950 as alluring.  They are acting like I should think of older people as a parent rather than like Ellen.  I will not do that.

I don't understand.

Sarah Brightman finds it fun online every day! but the fun is in the fans, answering.

How Nice

My older aunt is like my mom and spoiled brats get overly ***y moms.

Upset

I made a little loud noise mad @ Orlando in front of my mom.

Problem

Ellen keeps thinking I'm not special, like Johnny Depp.  Everyone said I was.

Problems

They keep saying weirdly, "You can't talk to your mamma."  That's not okay..  I am not worse than her..  I was treated like shit.

They are upset what I say @ my dad's sisters, but I can say what I like.

Also, my aunt was eating out, and I don't wanna connect that with something in a bad way.

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Problem

They popped up with another insult randomly, and it's hurting me.  I can't seem to toss this *beep* aside.

Problem

So, my dad tried to stimulate me.  Why does this keep on??  He ^wants^ me and is jealous of me.. he's not even nice to me!

This isn't posting.  Waiting for food to cool.

Problem

So who's getting back at me for what my family is like and not me??  WHAT?!  Someone think I'm shit and just have ants in them pants?

And why every time I post does the post time funny?  That's suggestive and torturous.

Pictures of Me

I added a link on the side.

Another Mean 1

Remove Seed.. I missed the 1 before.

Then I got must not social and it was wrong.

Problem

They gave me an insulting message with the 1st Word Captcha.  Like sway ocean.  Like swaying from discomfort.  I already said I didn't mean something you thought I thought @ someone!  Talking to you is a waste of my time and literally.

Problem

Now I got told I did something and deserve shit just to act pretty.  Why do you think I wanna revel in this shit!

Ho Ho Ho

I AM an adult!

Moreover

You shoulda known my dad has no right telling people what to do with me.  He's reached different attractive people.  How gross to mess with them like that!!  Shouldn't that be considered embarrassing?

Tired of My Dad Doing Some Stuff

He thinks he's working on me, but I have nothing to do with him in that way!

Problem

I don't like my dad acting like he and my mom are all close in a bad way, like I'm in a program with them.  No ! I am over and above my parents!!

Problem

These people are being annoying and blaming me for the problems that happen.

They started talking all annoying.

Problem

Wow, look @ the time.  They won't stop pairing me up with old women!  *BEEP*

Why are you even talking to me?!

Wasting My Time

I don't care who did it, you still did it?

I can't make a new blog!  Think that's pretty funny?  Well, you have no right to control the world.  And you can't do something to someone else for me saying what I think.  I am not suggesting anything but that you all won't stop ruining the world-*beep*!  I don't even wanna talk to you all @ shit.

Art is for kids~~

TIM BURTON ART IS FOR KIDS

Volunteer

I will @ the SPCA cuz my parents will pay for transportation.  I need an exercise program somehow to get me in shape and it takes money to skate.

Weird

You cannot just revel in me being bad, in a way I forgot to mention.

Problem

I will not sit here and let people administer to me guidance like I'm a kid, like I need to listen to their meanness and lies and threats!  You cannot change the world for Tim Burton like that.  He just lost his grip on things..

Wrong

If Ellen thinks I should not talk @ this on my own blog, she is wrong.  I'm online, too.

Isn't this better?

I felt awkward being tested @ if I'd say it, so somehow I said it.

Anyway, isn't it better to put the shit on my blog than see it pop out in some movie with some girl worrying @ her generation?!!!

A Good Age for a Mom

The problem you don't see is any woman younger than or around my dad's age is a good age for a mom, unless they look really old now.  It doesn't mean their personality fits being my mom when I'm 27.  Why not just forget it and see me as an adult?  My mom won't tell her age, but I do know it.

At Least

My typing is getting better.  I can blame these people for anything now because I don't know if they will claim that they did it if I just ignore it.  I didn't wanna talk @ it, but I got reminded.

Even if..

..she was the age of a good mom..  I dunno I forget.  Look, what's your problem?  I know it's just being done to test me and make fun of me.  You don't even make it look attractive.  I don't even wanna talk about this *beep*.  The reason she is not like a mom.. well, I dunno.. she's already a family member.  No one can get that close to me, I feel.  I'm not here to bargain people like Ellen into ecstasy in my face because they are supposedly the superior generation.

I Wonder

Why am I closely being watched on if I comment on something?

As I was sitting here wondering what would happen if I made a big deal of it, I was fed with yet another message that it was too late.

I will talk about this since people find it important.  I find it insulting to say my aunt with no kids is like my mom instead of my mom.  What about the younger 1?

What Makes People Happy

I like watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but what do you think she likes to do??

A Threat

My mom may do some mean things, but my dad is a real threat.  People care what he thinks of them over me.  I can't believe it.

Next Week

No Disney, going ice skating 3-4 days of the week!  Getting my butt in shape!

This Week|end

Do not feel like Disney and want it to go by, don't so much wanna see Dad.

What a Waste of Time

My dad..

What a Waste of Time

Why do you think that's sarcastic?

Weirdo

My dad was thinking she'd go in convulsions and be long in bad ways.  I even saw something like that on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Why should I be the 1 bowing down to her if she's as low to do something like that?  Wow, she thinks these teens will have nice cute babies, though..

Issue

Well, it isn't.  I don't give a god damn about your trash talk about babies..

Or is it my dad.  He acted like my future youngest child a girl would m********* or be goofy in feeling..  Why trust him?

I'm sorry.

The world is mad.  Too many things to think.

Mistake

Guess the way I posted to Ellen people think I said, hey Ellen such and such.  That's too bad.

My Beliefs

I believe in compensating things, like she has to compensate for something to make someone feel good or something.  It may not be perfect, but she is still a desirable person.  People all are suggestive to her, and it makes me jealous, it's cuz she's white.  How did I manage to beat all these people and then all of a sudden I'm toast?

Her Problem

What all is Ellen's problem?

What's suggestive?  I guess that everyone has to respect her, even people with parents her age who are teenagers.

A Funny Joke

What a modern way of life to me.

New Problem

My mama may not be from where I'm from, but I'm from where I'm from.

What's the real issue?

You GOT a mama from where you like it, supposedly-

Realization

-but my mom did it for me.  O well, I'll assume the best, not sure who did what..  I don't mean to dig into anything of no importance.

Problem

Tim Burton, no one gives the time of day for what your daughter was called because of her mother! for telling someone to say it!  Misunderstanding?  I think not.

Another Problem Person

I like Tim Burton.

Anyway, people are weird since him and I can't help thinking of certain people sometimes.  I know that's why.

No Wow Christina?

Ellen says things to me at length that I'm not all I was cracked up to be since meeting her?  You put those sounds in my room you said!  You still do stuff, I don't do anything.  See?

Stupid Movies

I'm tired of the shit people do behind my back and put stupid things in movies and think about me.

Wow

Bella Thorne does not have to put up with this shit!  Everyone respects her.  Well, learn to respect me like people used to more!

Problem

How is that okay?  She is not a good parent, she is too old to be my parent still..  My dad made me so mad I ended up psyching him out instead of doing anything physical.  My mom also acted like she knew what was going on, little does she know I won't accept it.  Now, she thinks she's triumphant.  What a nuisance!

Problem

My mom just did it, again, and smiled at me and was not pleasing to socialize with.

O God

I et (ate) too much this morning, almost choked on water.  It seems something in my system has stopped near the throat valve.

Problem

I've said what I've said.  My dad and mom have no business talking to the famous people I meet online, threatening, torturing, being perverted, yes that's what I just said!  Ruining it for me punishing them!  What a pain in the ass.

Too Bad @ Yesterday

Think my dad put me in a bad mood.  That's sad, if that's what happens @ him.

Worried

These people watching me are acting ^funky^ all the time and like mellow like they're some thing you usually think of with like buck teeth.  I don't wanna encourage that.  I think @ it and try not to.

It may be funny to them, but it wouldn't be funny to me, so.  Also, it's stuff telling me I'm bad I feel.  I was worried @ thinking @ it and didn't know why they did it.  Maybe, they are just acting..

Problem Question

Why does my dad bother getting mad at me for me frowning @ an adverse experience with him?

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Apology

It wasn't worth critiquing you. Was just analyzing.

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What We Don't Know

We simply can't afford to eat out.

It takes us $50, my dad and I.

:( I haven't worked out since getting ready for Disney for Thursday.

Not sure, wanna get outta this weird life, parents hate spending on me. Some people just have to go through being on camera by a certain point in life. I wanna make it in life the way I am, (too.). I am ice skating hopefully in summer with allowance. I just bought a bunch of loungewear. So I am not scrappy @ home. Reminds me of the beach in Florida. I am walking to 711 now to get a donut. Sometimes, we get fast food these days. We ate at home yesterday to save, used to eat @ the mall, sometimes got there before my dad. I wanna buy Easter candy this time with my money.. If my parents have money, they supply me with ingredients. Wanna cook simple things like mashed potatos, sliced squash and butter.

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Dream Sequence

I'm not sure what all it was now, got some breakfast.  I know that there was something in a house far away. We were like trying to hide.  They were gonna go through a procedure of action and then kill us.  I think I tested something and possibly seemed to save the day.  I kept doing things to groups of people, maybe small kids.

I just read a Fort Lauderdale, FL, ghost story in a Florida ghost story book I bought awhile ago ,, about a witch who gave a family with 6 boys a potion to have a girl .. in exchange for the girl at 10 to teacher her dark magic.  They keep the girl, but as the witch says the girl dies by a horse hoof to the head at a certain deadline of time, probably of 1/2 year.  This is a major Southeastern Florida city, at least today.  I read this @ Disney waiting to go in.

Yes, I am worried if Disney changed my mood, though I was good while there.  People were nicer to me, just patches of mean people, not sure why.  I feel made fun of for being made fun of because it takes effort.  It wasn't a thing like a good thing for me I'd be like oh what did some people do to me that's like that.

Awake

I'm awake, again.