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Result

I am not white.

But I am.

and

and I was right!  What do you think?

You wanna talk??

I was defending my mom.  She was trying to ultimately get me.  I don't hurt anyone.  If someone fights with me, I have fought back, online.

I argue and debate.

So, what do you think is worth it?  I say helping animals.

Problem

I am a good person and don't need to worry @ good people punishing me.

Gotcha

"Hop Scotch!"

Problem

Why are you bothering me all day??

Well

I cooled down in my room away from my dad.  I don't think he has to mold me.  He is irritating me.

Statement

It must be the racy Irish blood.  I am not funning, just saying.  I mean, like I feel she is like all whacked.  Maybe, she needs a break.  It's okay with everyone else.  I bet she wouldn't like to see me talking @ her.  At least, I am going deep and just stating things and not opinions.  I just got a bad sensation, we're only human.  She's sane in front of a camera.  You really should trust her other than the mean things that others have all had happen to me.

Issue

So, what's up with Mom?

Problem

She really is inappropriate.  I just got a message.. maybe the other people are inappropriate.. but she seems to be in the flesh.  I forget, and I was interrupted.  She is really attacking me.  I can say it if I like.  It shouldn't get totally worse because of it.

Problem

Ellen is not more special than anyone that we dare not suggest anything to her!  She has already suggested a lot to me.  I'm not saying I hate her.  Maybe, she thinks I should.. *bubbles popping*  I mean, she can't be considered like listen to her but not someone else just because ^she exists^ no hard feelings..

Question

I was looking to see if the ice skating rink had a TV and I felt that I wasn't worth it to even be allowed to watch something I'm simply able to watch, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  How dare anyone think that I am just different and Chinese, maybe not a person.  That means you better get ridda your dogs.

Problems

I am not my parents.  They keep trying to suddenly pry into my life and see what I really think.

E-Mail

I need someone to talk to @ something that's not too important..

..I had called the police, and they took me to Lakeside for no reason because I was with my therapist @ the time and she just let me go and they cuffed me and lied to me, again.  I threw things in the house, and the police just took me.  I was taken to the mental hospital in New Orleans when I least expected, just was withdrawn.

No, my counselor is not much help.  I just want someone to talk to @ my worries and I thought a lawyer might help.  How much does it cost to consult you?  If I have no money, can you tell me what else I can do?

I wanted to talk to a police @ my problems.  Do you know how I can get there?  They are always open to help, I thought, not taking me to jail.  I mean, instead of calling someone over the phone.

Or you can just respond to this and tell me what you think.  Nothing happened, I just want someone to talk to.  Do you know a help line that will talk to me?  Counselors just say I'm sick for stupid reasons and don't help.  They don't say anything to me.  So, yea, before it's too late.  You might help me plan my future or something.  Seems my counselor can't do that.  Should I talk to you or someone else?  I already post my questions online and not much participation in helping me.  Like, I want to talk @ the nature of Orlando and what it's like living with people here.  Thanks.

Sincerely,

Christina Barrett

Why should I care?

She's pretending she's not trying to make me feel uneasy.

So, what?

Just accept this?  What if I wanted to say it was really bad?  You think I'm really bad and since you're bad it's some misunderstanding and I'm bad, instead?

Problem

These teaching things must be punishments.  I am a good person and will not accept this.  I don't have an attitude problem.  You're just being tacky--whoops can you take that?  I don't know who I'm talking @.

Problem

My dad was mean to me for what was in my head.  It became a thing I did..

I'm sure.

It was wrong.  It is what it is.  If I wanna hit something, I hit it.  You can't send me away to the clin'c.

Problem

I don't give a care about these ^tests^.  They are tacky.  You see, my dad wouldn't stop being suggestive and like cornering me.

Problems

All you people do is sit there and moan about me being tacky to like Ellen.  Well, she is pretty popular so I get the gold.

Also, though, I feel like m********ing in a way, like I am.  They won't stop bugging me!  And get mad at me!

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM

YOU'RE THE 1 SENDING ME ALL THESE HATE MESSAGES, WHOEVER YOU ARE!!  YOU JUST MADE FUN OF ME FOR SAYING WHOEVER YOU ARE!  YOU THINK YOU'RE SO IMPORTANT IN THAT WAY YOU CAN HURT ME.

You don't have to do anything for anyone!  I'm not submitting to the mean young people!  That's the dream I got.

I just went ice skating again, and my dad was all annoying me.

I got good at the end, but I didn't use the side this time so built some muscle, going every day will help.

Problem

My dad is sending me more Ellen notes all constantly at me.  TAKE THAT.  YOU THINK YOU DID IT OR WHAT?!

Ellen doesn't give a shit @ me if my dad called my brother a nigger.  She just gets mad at me.

Aw, I understand..?

Have I been seemingly nasty recently.. time to do away with me?

Problem

My dad affected the baby part of my body.  On the right..

..I see trees of green..

Sad

Even if I was famous, it wouldn't matter?

So

If someone else did it 1st, what does that mean for me?

Fame and Fortune..

If Chloe Sevigny got cast in a famous movie, she'd be famous.

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What shall I do?

It's been worse.  I guess I can pray @ it.  I was trying to attract people.

Tooling

@ Disney, a lady started crossing her leg like Ellen after her show.

Apology

Sorry for my behavior..probably unsettling.  Let's see if I can make people happy, anyway.

Problem

Ellen does have an attitude, she can't stare us down into conformity.

Problem

These weird people need to stop piping in thinking they're better and playing around with me.

I know who started it and finished it..

Yay!

I'm finding Christmas songs that are legal to sing without asking for copyright permission.

Taking Advantage of Me

I certainly am being used, but you try to impress people just cuz they didn't answer my e-mails.

Weird

Ellen thinks I have to accept I am insulted because of my race.

Animals

So, a dino is resembled by a bird and a fish!

Issue

Think it's a bit ridiculous the way my parents and others treated me, like uh I don't think so?

Problem

I think some people are bugging me again @ something I don't mean..  They just won't stop!  I can talk about it.  When something is wrong, that's what yo mamma says to do!

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

Edit

I said @ instead of all over..

Update

I added my heritage to the side.

An Old Girl

Learning to improve her singing as though she weren't even 20!

Does she look funny?

link

I mean cuz she's Dutch she thinks she's all that and keeps tilting her head like the older girls.. LOL!  What am I then, shit?

Problem

People getting all serious?  They were the 1s who didn't respond  I was messaging them with help for their lives and they didn't say they wanted me to stop, no answer!  Who cares @ you or anyone?!  This is really lame, no hard feelings.  I was trapped in my room with nothing to do and wanted to say sorry and see if they'd talk to me a little.  But no they are all cutesy in their own world thinking they do good to me, yet everyone is giving them pity like suddenly they are more and more better.

How do you explain why someone is attractive and someone isn't?  We should all be friends, more or less.  It cannot be oh I am ugly but that's because you're not white even though you have done better with what you're supposed to do.  You can't say that you're white so all of a sudden you knock out someone not as white who was more well-behaved.  I am not saying anyone in particular is more or less unattractive.  Because of this they are competing for things they cannot have because most people don't do anything to help them get it like them.  I don't mean it in some bad way but like how it is.  Like, they simply don't do much exercise or something like that.

I will not take this playing around about something.  How do you have the right to know and get all uppity?  People who seem to make sense suddenly doing this.

Sorry if anything I said was off.

What's the big idea?

Why are my old best friends coming to the world and overshadowing me all of a sudden?  No one who knows them would let that happen.

Who set off the buzzer?

Should I bother apologizing?

Someday, I won't have time.

Anyway, I guess mostly sorry to the people I seem to have insulted most.

But who doesn't deserve to be critiqued so by me?  I just tell it like it is, not trying to bring any insult into it.

Problem

Isn't that just an attack on me for doing something that pleasures me, reading English text?  Anyway, what about the rest of Europe.  That is text but not English text!!

Problem

What right do you have to read beautiful text?  You wanna steal my music??

Is Mommy and Daddy an English major?

Weird

These people think they can get away with anything just because I have benefits, too..

Edit

I edited the + sign to be a , .

Edit

I just added my race.

How Dare You

You can't get away with saying I am not supposed to read cuz I'm Chinese.

Update

*now let me shine this 1 up for you*

New text box on the side!

Question

What do you think of Ellen being nonchalant and having me get stressed over threats on communications from my parents by what I think in my room?

I doubt it.

I doubt it's shyness.  I don't mind, but it's sad for them, innit??

Problems

Are you still a person if you're all not on Twitter?

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Problems

I don't have to be careful cuza race where others don't.

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Problems

I'm starting to ignore people. I'm also mad @ being stimulated like my friend likes.

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Problems

I'm serious, I see people not even online! Well, okay, but I know why.

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Problems

Sorry I was just feeling aroused. So, blame my dad!

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I do mean it.

I mean something.

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Problem

I am just feeling attacked.

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Problem

For some reason you think what you think I mean.

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Problem

I'm tired of running across these people who think they know I'm bad!

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Problems

I don't wanna worry @ my posts not sending, and no one cares @ my mean old friends!

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Problem

A slobbering infant is what comes to mind. Not adults. Ha ha ha.

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Problem

My posts keep x-ing a notification! You have no right to know what I'm talking @ in what I said.

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Problems

They just gave me an x on my e-mail. Imagine how that goes. What can I do @ my dad?

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.. You all want a bit of attention?

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Problem

If you dare restrain yourself from online, should not ring a bell as you, no one cares, cuz I don't give a *beep* @ my old bad best friends and their trash rules like you are as good as your parents dependently, someone in trouble! I know you just want something for yourself. I did not say the nature of who this could ever fit but think it's a real issue. Cuz I don't like my dad arousing me and being able to. Yea, no one is online cuza Burton framing me!



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Problem

My dad keeps playing with my privates. I am touchy @ him.

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My dad was mean to my mom when I didn't have my shoes tied.

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Problem

Ellen won't stop getting bad things to happen to me through other people because she's uncomfortable and thinks I need to be all over something that isn't the situation she thinks has happened.

Problem

This person won't stop!!

Why

is my butt caving in?

Problem

My dad just coughed and felt up my butt to flatten out.

They're also talking @ things that don't matter much.

I want my butt like before and still feel tall!

Problem

So, they wanna call my future daughter a nigger and stuff.  I won't accept this..

Another trick of the aunt?  How lame.  I don't wanna think she does this..

Cement nose acute?  Why won't these messages cease?  Also, what did I do?  Now it's process!

I guess..

..yesterday I was just crazy @ the weird..stuff!

Also, I regret how things slipped recently thise weekend, as well.

Dream

I think I was doing something which reminded me of ice skating.  I was talking to a boy and teacher @ an art teacher that we didn't like a whole lot as a person.. though we would were we older.  It wa an escape dream, I think.  It was some life or death situation, I think.

So Sad

I was mad, but I didn't hit anything..

Problem

Why do you get people close to me to turn on me?  That can't happen!  What did I do?  I know you just don't like me, anyway.  I dunno if it matters, but it isn't very nice.  It kinda matters with anyone.  Some people just turn on you.

And sorry I wasn't as you wished I was.  I didn't mean what you wanna think.

Problem

They won't stop.  They said, "I have it as dizzy for you right there."  *Beep*  No, siree, leave me be.

They won't stop.  *Beep*

Someone is calling me, too, someone who wants my time.  We were texting some.  Bothersome.

A Good Nite

I texted my parents good night.

Temper

My food must be cool.

Problem

My parents are ridiculous.  Why would I be in trouble?  I didn't pick either ballet or gymnastics?  Couldn't afford both?!

Problem

My dad can't treat me like I'm 7.  *Beep*  It's in a bad way.

Problem

This shit is not a life.  I don't care what you say.  I don't like hearing from these people.  You're just gonna go off and care @ others.  I can't go home and relax and be happy @ ice skating because of you.  I don't depend on outrageous things.

Problem

My dad might be threatening my mom, but he's the 1 who needs to do a check on himself.

Problem

I didn't even say anything bad and you won't stop the messages.

Problem

My dad is so incompetent.

Because he's suggestive to his family.

Problem

What is your problem?!  This is shit.

Problem

My mom is also being nasty like you.

Problem

Now they are being violent and won't leave me alone with their nonsense.

Problem

You never say anything and are being picky @ ^what comes out^ when you've done something to me and people are making me mad, like at that social group.  All I've claimed was that you did something questionably mean to me.  Sorry @ that last post, hope you can just get on with it.

What's the big problem?!!

You guys are so bad.  You go insane if I curse.

Problem

They won't stop!  I said what I said, you can't be mean back.  What's your problem?  Who do you thing you are?  What if I cursed @ you?  You are just a temper.  Who cares @ the mean things you do??

I didn't say who it was.  You all are mean.  You did it!

Problem

They won't leave me alone.  Ever heard of the word unimportant to describe something bad??

They said my future son was "poo poo" in Fort Lauderdale, SE FL.  What should we do about it?  Why should I take this shit?  This is beyond appropriate words.  Also, that's where I was born.

Problem

They won't leave me alone.  My dad coughed and I felt it in some of my head, the left side.

What It Was

They revel in things that are not appropriate.

Also this thing thinks it affected my future kids.  With a big grin.

Now they are fighting back associating my big accomplishment.  I know you just want me to submit to someone for something they like that they did.  Why should I care @ you?  You're just bad.

Summed Up

My parents are *beep*

This thing keeps making noises in my room.

New Video

Me Talking

Problem

I don't care @ you, I can never enjoy myself anymore.

Problem

These people won't stop.  I can kick my bag if I like.

Funny

So, you think I brought Chloe Moretz into this, but you all brought Bella Thorne into this quite a bit.  That's okay, but I mean the fighting?  Should be fun.  I am gonna get out 1'a these days.  I need to practice my singing so I can get rich rich rich.  I am ice skating to get thinner, and I mean it's fun too yea.  I also went swimming today.  When I ice skated, I was able to glide today like anyone, just got tired or rather predicted I'd be sore.  So, I didn't glide that much.  The roller blading I did helped a lot.  I could go out now if I wanted.  I wanna eat, too, maybe the squash and butter I made already.  I am concerned about others feeling okay, too.  I said something @ someone, who does she think she is, and now it's a big deal.. no "don't say that again."  Just some theme of the day partly.  I was just meaning that teens are like that, think only they can be like that.  I even asked my dad if he wanted to be like other young people.  I just got a disturbing message.  They said, "put me down."  How sick.  Now, that is not ^he move^..  :|  Now, they are pulling me into it.  How weird and silly they are in a bad way.

BAH!

I et another burger.. I can have noodle soup with hot sauce and crackers, etc.

Edit

I fixed the Comments link.

Problem

Another message.. my dad sleeping on the sofa, no good reason.  He thinks it's the joke of the whole body of a female born in 1950 as alluring.  They are acting like I should think of older people as a parent rather than like Ellen.  I will not do that.

I don't understand.

Sarah Brightman finds it fun online every day! but the fun is in the fans, answering.

How Nice

My older aunt is like my mom and spoiled brats get overly ***y moms.

Upset

I made a little loud noise mad @ Orlando in front of my mom.

Problem

Ellen keeps thinking I'm not special, like Johnny Depp.  Everyone said I was.

Problems

They keep saying weirdly, "You can't talk to your mamma."  That's not okay..  I am not worse than her..  I was treated like shit.

They are upset what I say @ my dad's sisters, but I can say what I like.

Also, my aunt was eating out, and I don't wanna connect that with something in a bad way.

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Problem

They popped up with another insult randomly, and it's hurting me.  I can't seem to toss this *beep* aside.

Problem

So, my dad tried to stimulate me.  Why does this keep on??  He ^wants^ me and is jealous of me.. he's not even nice to me!

This isn't posting.  Waiting for food to cool.

Problem

So who's getting back at me for what my family is like and not me??  WHAT?!  Someone think I'm shit and just have ants in them pants?

And why every time I post does the post time funny?  That's suggestive and torturous.

Pictures of Me

I added a link on the side.

Another Mean 1

Remove Seed.. I missed the 1 before.

Then I got must not social and it was wrong.

Problem

They gave me an insulting message with the 1st Word Captcha.  Like sway ocean.  Like swaying from discomfort.  I already said I didn't mean something you thought I thought @ someone!  Talking to you is a waste of my time and literally.

Problem

Now I got told I did something and deserve shit just to act pretty.  Why do you think I wanna revel in this shit!

Ho Ho Ho

I AM an adult!

Moreover

You shoulda known my dad has no right telling people what to do with me.  He's reached different attractive people.  How gross to mess with them like that!!  Shouldn't that be considered embarrassing?

Tired of My Dad Doing Some Stuff

He thinks he's working on me, but I have nothing to do with him in that way!

Problem

I don't like my dad acting like he and my mom are all close in a bad way, like I'm in a program with them.  No ! I am over and above my parents!!

Problem

These people are being annoying and blaming me for the problems that happen.

They started talking all annoying.

Problem

Wow, look @ the time.  They won't stop pairing me up with old women!  *BEEP*

Why are you even talking to me?!

Wasting My Time

I don't care who did it, you still did it?

I can't make a new blog!  Think that's pretty funny?  Well, you have no right to control the world.  And you can't do something to someone else for me saying what I think.  I am not suggesting anything but that you all won't stop ruining the world-*beep*!  I don't even wanna talk to you all @ shit.

Art is for kids~~

TIM BURTON ART IS FOR KIDS

Volunteer

I will @ the SPCA cuz my parents will pay for transportation.  I need an exercise program somehow to get me in shape and it takes money to skate.

Weird

You cannot just revel in me being bad, in a way I forgot to mention.

Problem

I will not sit here and let people administer to me guidance like I'm a kid, like I need to listen to their meanness and lies and threats!  You cannot change the world for Tim Burton like that.  He just lost his grip on things..

Wrong

If Ellen thinks I should not talk @ this on my own blog, she is wrong.  I'm online, too.

Isn't this better?

I felt awkward being tested @ if I'd say it, so somehow I said it.

Anyway, isn't it better to put the shit on my blog than see it pop out in some movie with some girl worrying @ her generation?!!!

A Good Age for a Mom

The problem you don't see is any woman younger than or around my dad's age is a good age for a mom, unless they look really old now.  It doesn't mean their personality fits being my mom when I'm 27.  Why not just forget it and see me as an adult?  My mom won't tell her age, but I do know it.

At Least

My typing is getting better.  I can blame these people for anything now because I don't know if they will claim that they did it if I just ignore it.  I didn't wanna talk @ it, but I got reminded.

Even if..

..she was the age of a good mom..  I dunno I forget.  Look, what's your problem?  I know it's just being done to test me and make fun of me.  You don't even make it look attractive.  I don't even wanna talk about this *beep*.  The reason she is not like a mom.. well, I dunno.. she's already a family member.  No one can get that close to me, I feel.  I'm not here to bargain people like Ellen into ecstasy in my face because they are supposedly the superior generation.

I Wonder

Why am I closely being watched on if I comment on something?

As I was sitting here wondering what would happen if I made a big deal of it, I was fed with yet another message that it was too late.

I will talk about this since people find it important.  I find it insulting to say my aunt with no kids is like my mom instead of my mom.  What about the younger 1?

What Makes People Happy

I like watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but what do you think she likes to do??

A Threat

My mom may do some mean things, but my dad is a real threat.  People care what he thinks of them over me.  I can't believe it.

Next Week

No Disney, going ice skating 3-4 days of the week!  Getting my butt in shape!

This Week|end

Do not feel like Disney and want it to go by, don't so much wanna see Dad.

What a Waste of Time

My dad..

What a Waste of Time

Why do you think that's sarcastic?

Weirdo

My dad was thinking she'd go in convulsions and be long in bad ways.  I even saw something like that on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Why should I be the 1 bowing down to her if she's as low to do something like that?  Wow, she thinks these teens will have nice cute babies, though..

Issue

Well, it isn't.  I don't give a god damn about your trash talk about babies..

Or is it my dad.  He acted like my future youngest child a girl would m********* or be goofy in feeling..  Why trust him?

I'm sorry.

The world is mad.  Too many things to think.

Mistake

Guess the way I posted to Ellen people think I said, hey Ellen such and such.  That's too bad.

My Beliefs

I believe in compensating things, like she has to compensate for something to make someone feel good or something.  It may not be perfect, but she is still a desirable person.  People all are suggestive to her, and it makes me jealous, it's cuz she's white.  How did I manage to beat all these people and then all of a sudden I'm toast?

Her Problem

What all is Ellen's problem?

What's suggestive?  I guess that everyone has to respect her, even people with parents her age who are teenagers.

A Funny Joke

What a modern way of life to me.

New Problem

My mama may not be from where I'm from, but I'm from where I'm from.

What's the real issue?

You GOT a mama from where you like it, supposedly-

Realization

-but my mom did it for me.  O well, I'll assume the best, not sure who did what..  I don't mean to dig into anything of no importance.

Problem

Tim Burton, no one gives the time of day for what your daughter was called because of her mother! for telling someone to say it!  Misunderstanding?  I think not.

Another Problem Person

I like Tim Burton.

Anyway, people are weird since him and I can't help thinking of certain people sometimes.  I know that's why.

No Wow Christina?

Ellen says things to me at length that I'm not all I was cracked up to be since meeting her?  You put those sounds in my room you said!  You still do stuff, I don't do anything.  See?

Stupid Movies

I'm tired of the shit people do behind my back and put stupid things in movies and think about me.

Wow

Bella Thorne does not have to put up with this shit!  Everyone respects her.  Well, learn to respect me like people used to more!

Problem

How is that okay?  She is not a good parent, she is too old to be my parent still..  My dad made me so mad I ended up psyching him out instead of doing anything physical.  My mom also acted like she knew what was going on, little does she know I won't accept it.  Now, she thinks she's triumphant.  What a nuisance!

Problem

My mom just did it, again, and smiled at me and was not pleasing to socialize with.

O God

I et (ate) too much this morning, almost choked on water.  It seems something in my system has stopped near the throat valve.

Problem

I've said what I've said.  My dad and mom have no business talking to the famous people I meet online, threatening, torturing, being perverted, yes that's what I just said!  Ruining it for me punishing them!  What a pain in the ass.

Too Bad @ Yesterday

Think my dad put me in a bad mood.  That's sad, if that's what happens @ him.

Worried

These people watching me are acting ^funky^ all the time and like mellow like they're some thing you usually think of with like buck teeth.  I don't wanna encourage that.  I think @ it and try not to.

It may be funny to them, but it wouldn't be funny to me, so.  Also, it's stuff telling me I'm bad I feel.  I was worried @ thinking @ it and didn't know why they did it.  Maybe, they are just acting..

Problem Question

Why does my dad bother getting mad at me for me frowning @ an adverse experience with him?

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Apology

It wasn't worth critiquing you. Was just analyzing.

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What We Don't Know

We simply can't afford to eat out.

It takes us $50, my dad and I.

:( I haven't worked out since getting ready for Disney for Thursday.

Not sure, wanna get outta this weird life, parents hate spending on me. Some people just have to go through being on camera by a certain point in life. I wanna make it in life the way I am, (too.). I am ice skating hopefully in summer with allowance. I just bought a bunch of loungewear. So I am not scrappy @ home. Reminds me of the beach in Florida. I am walking to 711 now to get a donut. Sometimes, we get fast food these days. We ate at home yesterday to save, used to eat @ the mall, sometimes got there before my dad. I wanna buy Easter candy this time with my money.. If my parents have money, they supply me with ingredients. Wanna cook simple things like mashed potatos, sliced squash and butter.

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Dream Sequence

I'm not sure what all it was now, got some breakfast.  I know that there was something in a house far away. We were like trying to hide.  They were gonna go through a procedure of action and then kill us.  I think I tested something and possibly seemed to save the day.  I kept doing things to groups of people, maybe small kids.

I just read a Fort Lauderdale, FL, ghost story in a Florida ghost story book I bought awhile ago ,, about a witch who gave a family with 6 boys a potion to have a girl .. in exchange for the girl at 10 to teacher her dark magic.  They keep the girl, but as the witch says the girl dies by a horse hoof to the head at a certain deadline of time, probably of 1/2 year.  This is a major Southeastern Florida city, at least today.  I read this @ Disney waiting to go in.

Yes, I am worried if Disney changed my mood, though I was good while there.  People were nicer to me, just patches of mean people, not sure why.  I feel made fun of for being made fun of because it takes effort.  It wasn't a thing like a good thing for me I'd be like oh what did some people do to me that's like that.

Awake

I'm awake, again.

Thinking to Myself

Why did I seem so bad -- cuz the people at the theater were attacking?

There was a girl..

There was a girl with a curl right in the middle of her forehead.
When she was good, she was very good, but when she was bad she was horrid.

There was a girl with a pearl sitting right on her chest.
When she was happy she was good but when she was sad she was to detest.

Once, there was a cute girl named Belle..  She had an older sister named Teresa.  She had younger sisters named Chloe and Lily.  Her mama's name was also Chloe.

Belle went up to Mama, "When is Paps coming home?"  So, she picked her up again.. and said, "Hopefully when the wind changes."

Apology - Getting It Out

I did say something specific, but I was on another plane of importance of thought so it didn't mean it in and of itself..  Bleh, yea.  Try not to be so dumb (me.)

Apology

Sorry I was also very upset in the car and called someone just a brat.. wanted to go on but was just in the car.  I used to never be like this, so it should cease to bother me.  I explained what happened in my mobile blog.  I might start publishing mobile posts here.

Update

How I Roll

on being physical

Problem

They tried to interrupt me while I wrote another rule of mine.

Annoyed

This play fatso is trying to hypnotize me the classic way for kicking my bag, but I guess there goes another thing about how I roll.  How annoying of you, no one ever dare to comfort me.  I need to take something up @ my dad?  Look, my life doesn't matter to you.

Apology

I was wondering @ some things someone did, too, and got mad at things before the movie.

I'm trying to cool off, but stuff keeps happening.  Now, my dad made my left eye feel like something snapped off but hope it's fine, related to the movie..  I also kicked my bag and hit my elbow on the handle.

Ew

Why do you have that coy, overly honest look of acceptance of someone or something that is not good in that way?  Like, oh, I know what's wrong with Christina.  You say something in my face, I say something not to you but I do say it.  I don't mean it hopefully in how I said it, but it's hard to explain.  I need more practice blogging!  I am in some anger with this, too.  Gotta go.

Mobile

may or may not post



My point was you are submitting to hatred of me!  Me!

Problem

I am tired of sluggish fat men prying on me for pleasure and inflicting themselves solely upon myself.. I am a nice person and am nicer to them than others, but I do not get close to people in this way.

Update

New Page: How I Roll

And No

I am not saying anyone specifically has ADD.

Selfishness and Loathing

Do you realize what a joke successful people are who are selfish?

Also, what's this looking for hints in what I say like if I do this or that it means something when I didn't say anything?  What ball are you following?  Are you ADD?

Problem

Just because my dad is my dad does not make me like him.  His mom is more German, and I don't have a German mom.  My mom is different from my dad, as well.  Very!  You *beep*!

Problem

My dad was annoying me and I say no to that.  I know what you're really wasting my time doing.  Nothing is for me.  I wanna get outta this shit.

A Monstah (Monster)

So, yea, I got upset when I saw something that 2 people were following.. which was the determinant.  I don't mean to ruin the moment, but I am not usually included in others's business and I knew what was really being said all along.  All I can say is ignore it, there's nothing to think about.  Maybe smile.  Maybe put 2 and 2 together of "what" people can do with money!  If I make money, I'll have to remember to keep my head out of the clouds.

Calling It Off

If I'm the person you wanna stare down, while everyone wants to talk about staring down people emotionally, you can call it off.

What I Realized, Just Now

We're seeing old faces and English substitutes in American adventure films when we wanna see fresher, younger faces like myself, when I have hair again.  I know I'm not fit for like a teenager in high school but maybe if it's people who still get together and party.

Album

I think I want to get some good recordings of my songs to sell in an album.  All I can say is at least I know how to get my singing up on iTunes.  I think I'll sell me playing and singing over those 5 folk songs.

Singing

I hate warming up cuz I'm no good anymore and need a book, a book I cannot afford, yet.  I just bought over $100 worth of clothes.  It is 5 sets of loungewear.  All I own is PJs and casual clothes for going out plus some fancier things but not much.

Question

Why waste your time following me?

TV

I want to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" but when I can relax more, maybe when the evening's done.  I was gonna sell another okay recording but decided not to.  I don't think I'll take down what I put up - may get some extra dollars, at least from my parents.

Recording iTunes

I haven't gotten responses for my inquiries to publish copyrighted songs of interest.  I have to practice the 5 folk songs more: Simple Gifts, Scarborough Fair, The Ash Grove, Greensleeves, and Lavender's Blue.

I have a wrong upload up of the 1st 1, a 2nd 1 I thought was a good 1.., and a 3rd 1 as an April Fool's joke themed type song.

Problems

I keep getting insulting messages in the form of clicks in my room and when my computer loads.

Welcome

Welcome to my Blogger!